To be truly happy, you need to recognize sorrow

-- Chia Weng Yan, future millionaire.

29 March 2005 Wed
Its finally here. My latest project. Its a project i have been working on with Adam Hui. The weeks of sleepless nights has finally yield results.. Kudos to Adam for the well designed website. * i got contribute a bit also k.

The project, TheNeverEndingLoveStory.com is a website that's attempting to collect the largest collection of love message/dedication around the world. For the time being its free for all. Just send in your dedication. * just follow the 'Add Love Story' direction. It might look plain now but just imagine how it would look like if there is a lots of dedications... Rather cool aint? Oh, any feedback on the website would be great too. so keep em coming . I need the public review ?

To all my friends that read my blog, do not let me know that you did not contribute a dedication on my website. I will slaughter you... hahaha.. Seriously .. I will slaughter you... Dont you even dare tell me you dont have anybody to dedicate to. If a cold hearted man like me can do it, you better not make any excuse. One more thing, if you have a blog i would greatly appreciate it if you would review and link the site. I would create a banner thats associated with website soon. Possible a animated gif on the progress of site. Would be kinda cool wouldnt it.

If you like the website do help me to spread it around among your friends. Yes, its free for them too. hahaha... Else if you dont like em... do email me and tell me why....

28 March 2005 Tue
3 minutes was all it took for a bastard to take a life of a innocent girl. The fiancee of the girl was just 3 minutes late. Just 3 fucking minutes..Sigh .. sometimes i do wonder how humans can be so selfish. Obviously the fucking robber needed some money to buy some drugs or something. Heck, the girl work as a cashier till 2 in the morning. Just how fucking rich can she be? * pardon the angry tone* . Cant the robbers rob some rich ' coffee' dude or something? They are the ones with all the corrupted money in their wallet.. Why, out of thousands of potential victim does the fucking robber need to rob a 'soon to be wed' women. Well i am not saying that robbing other person is any good , but fucked if you seriously need to rob.. go rob a bank..rob a pol*cem*n.. rob the Mana Ada System managing director, rob the guy that imposed toll on your fucking highways and rob those that support fuel increase.

Humans can be so selfish they are willing to kill others for the sake of a daily fix. Seriously, think about it. Robbers like this does not deserve any sympathy. They rob with knife. They cut , they maim , they threaten. Why cant they just punch the girl and snatch the bag away? Is it really necessary to stab a women and steal her earning ? Those robbers are probably weaklings that cant throw a proper punch. Hence the knife. Bugger got the will to use a knife and rob somebody and yet they cant get a proper job. Just how fucked up is that.. Even blind/physically and mentally challenged man can get a job.. Evolution should probably come out with a virus that kills all these bastards instead of the H5n1 bird flu..

Nevertheless despite all the ranting, there is a moment of heroism involved. Strangers that saw the incident gave chase in 2 separate cars. (*unlike my sister case). For that i applaud their action. One of the cars manage to knock the robbers down from their motorcycles. It is very unfortunate that the robbers manage to ran away and hide as it was very late at night. They should have gotten hit by a trailer when they ran across the street to hide from the heroic strangers. However life in this world is never fair. Evil triump over Good. Once again... woo hoo ...

Argghhhh.... i can feel the anger that the family of the girl right now.. Geez if anyone caught the fucking snatch thief i hope they break every bone in his body. Cut out his tongue. Gauge his eyes and remove his balls. After that give him the best medical attention. Dont let him die. I am not GOD. I do not forgive and neither do i forget. Then keep him alive for as long as possible.. *I humbly apologise for scaring my viewers.

13 March 2005 Mon
Sunday night. My house phone rang and i picked it up. It was my sister's friend.

01 March 2005 Wed
At first I did not plan to update my blog till later. But this is a state of emergency. M*l*ysia has done it again folks. Yes, M*l*ysia Boleh !!!...if you still haven’t hear about it, it’s about time for you to change race. Hahahaha….There is a 20% increase in petrol price. Woo hooo…..From a petrol producing country. Hahahaha yes.. laugh with me together now… Hahahhaahhahahahah…Tears wont do any good now. I think M*l*ysia is trying to be Indon*si* and ‘they’ are doing a great job at it.. Just make the whole country bankrupt.. Have people chopping off each others heads while chanting the most ridiculous chant ever created. Throw stones. Back to stone age..

Seriously let’s recap what’s going on here. Hmmm. As a petrol producing country we all know that … Petrol prices are increasing all around the world.. Therefore any dimwit half-brained race will know that means ‘they’ are making more money. Well… I understand that ‘they’ need to profit a lil. So ‘they’ increase the price for 3 fucking time,, *and this is back in 2005…. just to profit a bit. Just a bit …This is fine.. Hey.. ‘they’ don’t allow firearms to be sold here. So what can we do right? We are just helpless little sheeps.. Baaaaa… baaaa….

So… what I think was, since ‘they’ think that we do not know how to think , ‘they’ might as well increase it again this year.. Oh yeah … and make it an auspicious figure while you are it..uhmmmm….. How about 30 sen…. Yes, absolutely fucking wonderful.. I mean after all we are JUST some fucking petrol producing country right. Well, after all ‘they’ said its still cheap compare to other country.. Take the lion city for example.. they are paying lion $1.50 per litter which is around ‘they’ $ 3.44.. See, other country pay more ..Okkkkkkkk… Hmm like I said any dim witted human will know that because OTHER absolutely fucking country earn more and those that do not are probably filled with prostitutes or have tons of their citizen working as maids in other country. Arghhhhh.. I mean seriously man… why did GOD created such creatures.. I am sure GOD has a very good sense of humor…

They’ said the profit they get will be well spend,, and will be given back to the citizen of ‘they’. ‘They’ claimed that this time they will upgrade the transport system.. This time ‘they’ will seriously do it…. Seriously.. This time ‘they’ will upgrade it…. Hahaha.. I laughed so loud I nearly wanted to take a knife and slice off my lips…. In 2005 ‘they’ increase the petrol price 3 times, but this time ‘they’ areseriously going to upgrade the public transport.. This time.. in 2006, I am sure ‘they’ will have state of the art public transport, complete with 2 hour waiting time for the damn bus.. Yes,… I am still looking forward to that day…Which brings me to whatever happen to 2005 money? Hahahah.. I am so silly, what was I thinking ….Of course… That will go to our Mana Ada Siklui (*where got corruption) airlines. The airline that just need another 4 billion to get back on track, that’s all.. The rest of the money will of course goes to our TRANSPORT minister.. Which reminds me of the recent MRR2 highway repair job.. At first they said they are going to fix the damn pillar with the cost of ‘they’ $12 each… But they have since change their mind and are currently asking some German company to fix the pillar for a few million ‘they’ $. Hmm….. I think an infected H5N1 chicken can do a better budget projection than those guys. So where does all these billions and millions come from??... Hmm let me give you a hint…. 30 sen…

You know what.. Now I seriously hope that there is a fucking huge asteroid that’s coming towards earth… I think the only reason its not coming yet is that GOD are having so much fun looking at us.. Why wouldn’t he… he gave all the petrol to ‘they’… Just when you thought ‘they’ are the smartest people around , here comes along some ‘smarter’ people.. I have just read the newspaper today and I came across few comments from citizen of ‘they’. Ivoyne Ong Suat Fan said “This merely encourages me to work harder. Although it does affect us. I think the government is doing what it should ”…. *Alarm ringing… bimbo alert … bimbo alert… damn if I am her I would be ashamed of myself and change my name…

 Sigh.. its one of those days whereby you wish you were a highly skilled demolition man. Sigh.. anyway do read this article.. See how the real smart people got to say about budget 2006...Now that is what I call a common sense..

1. I have a " mocking " smile. Eve (Tham's gf) said that when i smile, its like i am mocking people. Wat the hell does that mean, God. I have a 100% genuine smile, kay. Then few weeks later she says that when i am smiling try not to be so "yam". ( translates to a horny evil grin look). hahahha. Argghh.... Watch out eve .. watch out.. i will give you the worst of my mocking and yam smile. Grr .. :P
   
   
2. I have the talent to get myself into trouble. With a proven track record i am still clueless about this ability that i have. Maybe its my mutant powers. Just like in the X-men i have no control over my chaotic mutant powers yet. Damn.. why can't i have some cool powers like Gambit or Wolverine. Of all powers i can posess, why does it got to be the self destruction and chaos power. GOD why ??? People just get angry/pissed at me for no rasional reasoning. It defies logic and natural order. Tell me a time i have pointed a finger or shouted at someone ? See.. see.. I never did.. Everytime i want to voice an opinion i would just smile or laugh. However it seems to me, sometimes smiling can be pretty darn offensive.. Sometimes, the least threatening words may sounds offensive to my friends. " Hi, how are you? " are simply translated to " Fuck you, bitch ". hahah... I cant help it if you have PMS. To all my girlfriends outs there, I plea to you if you have PMS or a bad day do not call me. Seriously dont call me. I will only make things worst. Shoo go away. Leave me alone.
   
   
3. This is the worst. Apparently all the guys are bigger/buffer than me. Jacqueline said that " Everyone is bigger than you ler". hahaha.. Damn.. Great.. Fabulous.Woohooo.. This is soooo traumatising, man. Even when i am training i am being labeled as the most un-buff guy. Can you imagine if i am not training. hahaha..
   
   
4. Being a single when you are 25 automativally label you as a loser. Recently in a friends wedding i was being labeled a loser for being single. Nevermind all the OTHER single guys that are sitting in our table. It seems that, as long you have a gf before you are excluded from the loser list. Heck, Su May was even SMART enough to spread this news to the hottest girl, Kiara when we went for supper after the wedding. Great move, Su May. *thumbs up. Arghhhhh.. There goes my reputation.
   
   
5. I have a brand new talent. My new talent is in the snooker game. Its seems that apart from being the "kai san" / *( a nickname given to me since most of the snooker ball i enter was through luck) , i just found out that i have a new talent of entering in the white snooker ball. hahahah. Yup.. Recently i played snooker with my friends. The number of white snooker ball i entered was staggering. Now if only all the red snooker balls were coloured white as well. Then i bet i can enter all of them without breaking a sweat.

13 Jan 2005 Fri
This couple of days I have been watching Full House at my office. Full House is a Korean romantic comedy drama. Its freaking good and I would recommend everyone to watch it. If you don’t fall for the girl you are probably a nutcase.

Basically the story is about a girl, Han Ji Eun ( Soong Hye Kyo ) and a guy, Lee Young Jae ( Rain ) that’s somehow forced to live with each other under the same roof. They eventually fall for each other although they argue all the time. This is different from the famous F4 Taiwan love drama simply because the way those couple fall for each other. In F4 the main actor suddenly feels for the girl for no apparent reason. The guy then proceeded to woo the main actress until she eventually cannot tahan and fell for him.

As for the Full House drama, it is a lot different the ways how those couple fell for each other. Both the main character hated each other guts at the beginning of the show. In fact, they are arguing all the time. However no matter how much they argue they would forgive each other the next day. Even when they are trying to be nice with each other they have to mask it by arguing. It is very hilarious how those 2 will try stalling each other so that they can spend more time with each other. One thing I really like about this movie is the portrayal of both the main characters in the movie. Lee Young Jae portrays himself as a hot temper guy, but is in fact a very kind hearted guy. Meanwhile Hang Ji Eun is another kind girl that does not seem to have an ounce of hot temper genes in her despite her lame attempt at it. Furthermore it helps that she is like amazingly cute even with tied up *bon bon ( I dunno what you call them.. Imagine Chun Li tied up hair in Street Fighter. ). I mean where got women still looks good with those side pony tail. Tell me la.. Where got?..You guys should also check out those cute rabbit lips. The only girl that I know that has similar lips would be Jane I guess… hahaha yes Jane.. if you are reading this.. You do have rabbity lips.. hahaha…

Watching the show got me thinking. Isn’t this the proper way to fall for someone? To fall for someone despite all the differences. To care for each other no matter how much disagreement they have on each other view/opinion. In the movie the couple would argue over silly things and then totally forget about it minutes later. I always thought that no matter how happy a couple are in a relationship, if they do not know how to cope with disagreement then the relationship is going to fail anyway. I think you can judge a personality by observing the way they react when/after they got into an argument. Humans react differently when they are in a argument. Some will shout, others cry. So far the only girl I know that has no ‘anger’ genes in her would probably be Su May and Sharon… hahah getting into an argument with them would be close to impossible..

Well if you want to watch this movie for free go to www.youtube.com and search for Full House. Do remember to go to the dentist after you watch the drama though, just because the main actress is soooo damn cute..

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