13 Sept 2005 Tue
It is Hui's birthday. So I called a bunch of people. Who in turn call a bunch of other people, which eventually lead to a massive group outing in Passion. Around 25 to 30 guys/gals. I am sure if a fight broke out even “Hung Hing” will lose to us. Got ourselves a table but our group was so large that we.. forcefully "persuade" some people to let us have their tables. Joe brought lots of his friends. Cant really remember any of the guys name. Heck.. I can’t even remember the girls name. Sam came by later with some of his friends. Surprisingly Denise came to club with us too. Did not see her for ages. Mini skirt and all. Not bad. Meanwhile Roy has converted back to his old ways. Tackling and seducing the innocent girl around him. That old flirt is always hungry.
Hui went down real fast. All it takes is a couple of drinks and a Lamborghini. Not much of a drinker. With Hui down I had to help entertain his friends. So I walked around. Chatting , Joking, Flirting. Jacqueline must have trained hard since we last met. Face was bright red and yet she was able to stand ground. Sam was always out of sight. Probably hunting for some fresh meat. Penny was not around. Keane on the other hand was a devil in disguise. Tried to lure me back to my dark side. So he ordered a couple of Tequila shots. I had 3 and he had 1. Damn, I just hate those stuff. I tried to stay focus. Was losing it fast.
Went to Poppy after a while. Much too crowded. At least the music is good. Dance a little while till things got a little too hot. So I bailed out. Hui was already lying outside Passion to sober up. So I left him there with Roy. Went back to Passion and then ended the night talking to a complete stranger. Not long after Roy called and said they were at a mamak stall nearby. Left the mamak around 4. No pictures this time. Too bad.
Shimmer...
When i am sad:
i sing happy tunes
i carve miniatures figurine and cut myself cause i wont be concentrating
i draw potraits
i cant do push ups more than 60 times
i cant chin up more then 20 times
i will kickbox
i smile so that others wont know
i sleep like a pig
i date girls
i dont eat well
The grey panda...
8 Sept 2005 Thu
When I was young everything was white,
When I was at my teens everything is grey,
Now that I am an adult everything is black,
Fucking charcoal black,
Learning back the rebel way.
These days the only colour i see is pitch black. Think i am getting colour blind or something. The heart carries a heavy burden, unable to take another step. Evil lurks everywhere. There is no escaping it. The young, the old, the naive, and even the wise has been corrupted. So this is life?, i thought to myself. To rob me off my innocence and throw me in the lions den? . Dont fancy the person i am turning into. I used to be able to donate to beggars even when i am broke. Even when i have less than 5 lousy bucks with me, i will donate it all. The point is i am no longer white or grey. I am becoming slathered in thick black sludge. My urge to help others no longer tingle like they used to. Innocence is lost. When i was young , my aim each day was to make one single person happy. So, i joke a lot, make fun of myself. I still do. However situations can make or break a man. I am not who i used to be. I shall learn back the ways of the rebels. To free myself. To run away from all forms of black susbstance. I always make a comeback. Cause i am a rebel.. heh.
Dine and Break ...
2 Sept 2005 Fri
It was friday night, my company had invited all the staff to go Sunway Hotel for a grand event. The curry stain on my shirt aint exactly my idea of a formal attire. Cunningly i covered it by wearing a blazer. Sigh. I feel like
a idiot. Thought i have overdress for the occasion. However i was proven wrong when i saw hoards of penguins at the entrance. Phew.. perhaps a blazer was not so bad after all. As i recall, the dinner was rather sucky. First up the menu was the hard-as-rock buns for appetizer. Seriously, you could maim someone with those buns. I was tempted to throw a curveball to my colleague but had decided against it. There were too many witnesses around.. hahah. As for the second dish it was some cold prawn with mango sautee'. I dont know about you guys, but cold prawn aint exactly my cup of tea. As for the main dish, its some tasteless chunky chicken with some mushroom gravy. Sigh.. Even my sister can cook better than those cooks. Thank GODness the dessert was good or else i would have personally march to the kitchen, murder the damn cook and cook myself a decent meal. Nevertheless i hurried off once the event was over. Cant stand it. Too many old folks around.
After the dinner i head straight to Breakers.. again. Yes again. No your hearing is fine.. hahah.. In fact i think those locals are getting to regonize my face there. Well i would love to go clubbing but KL is so freaking far and i only go out if the crowd is right. Furthermore i am getting the hang of the foosball games. Anyway met up with HUi, Sam , Penny, Man Yen and a whole bunch of others. Siew Ti was there with her much younger
looking boyfriend. The place was very crowded and the air conditioned was of no help. Man Yen tried to learn how to played pool but i think she only manage to distract those guys by showing off her assets. Played with Sam and Penny but i couldnt concentrate much as i was too busy looking at uhmm.. some really well developed girls.. hahah .. what! hey i am single.. i have all this privilege that "you" couples out there dont. Bloody Hui was lucky Gwen was not there. His eyes was wandering all night long. ahahaa..Jokinglar.. Dont parang me,kay.* To Gwen i "REALLY" ahem ahem AM joking.. cough cough..ack
As we were to get out of Breakers for supper, Sam took a peek at the really "developed" girl and got caught by Penny. So in retaliation Penny took me by the arm and pretended to walk away, hoping to fill Sam eyes with jealousy. "Hmpph", she said. "My boobs not big meh", she complained. hahahah .. "Well i didnt kap yours ...that much, sorry i wont know", i replied.."So, take a look lar", she protested.  hahhahahah..GOD HELP ME X 99.. Don't strike me with lightning,. Its not my fault. #Rule 2 was always in my mind.
Was eating supper and i found out that Angy is very fimilar to Tarsha. Their action and speech are identical. Those girls must have been hanging out with each other too much. Called Roy and guess who picked up the phone. It was Lainey. As usual she gave me a dose of vulgar words. Sigh.. And all i said was "Can i speak to Roy ". hahah.. She is definitely unique. As for Roy, he was too busy "LAINEYING" around and refused to come by. Ass. Took tons of pictures at the mamak. Anyway after much chatting we have decide to go home, but not before the whole gang waited for Man Yen's date. Sigh, the ENTIRE gang waited for him. I was dead tired. He owe us, big time. Oh well i will try to get some pics loaded up, if i can get hold of them.
1 Sept 2005 Thu
Its independence day. Everybody is celebrating it. As for me i never did like the idea of celebrating the independence day.
Well call me a racist, but the country seems pretty one sided sometimes.. ok i am sorry.. all the time... Nevertheless its a day off
from work so i have decided not to waste it. Went for dinner with Gary and Daniel's gang. Ate buffet at a place called carnivale.
Freaking expensive. The damn waiter is not a local. They seems to be from some middle east country. The waiter would come to each
table bringing pieces of meat. All the waiter was rather normal except for one. This particular waiter seeems to be cursing us each
time we asked him to cut pieces of meat for us. Maybe we were a tad greedy, but hey a guys got to eat. And you know what they say " a
hungry man, is an angry man". So this particular waiter will smile while he cut the pieces of meat all the while mumbling some words out. i can
vaguely guess what he is mumbling about.
Here is the scenenario that day
me: Hi, can i have some chicken please
waiter : Yes sir, certainly sir. right away sir.
* carved the meat
waiter: "alke".
waiter: there you go sir
waiter: have a nice day sir
waiter: "el mein fuhrer, hitler elkiki rou'jar yekai jagku monda"
Here is the scenenario if i were able to read people mind. me: Hi, can i have some chicken please
waiter : Yes sir, certainly sir. right away sir.
* carved the meat
waiter: i pray to GOD that you will choke to death eating my phlegm coated meat. You piece of shit.
waiter: there you go sir
waiter: have a nice day sir
waiter: Asshole.
After eating we guide Pei Joo, Adeline, John and Kourni to Roy's house. There are few other guys and gals in the house already. Nic, Tham, Eve , Bee Sim, Jess, Bernie and etc.. Without delaying, I went to the kitchen and started to cook some sausages. After that we all played some alcohol game. As usual Kourni wont have any of the alcohol. And pussy John accompany her. Mental note: Never bring John and Kourni to a drinking session. Sooooooo, i had to purposely cut shot my drinking session and play some card games with them. Geez. Anyway to cut the story short we hang around till 4 am before i headed home.. Mental note: Drinking session with sban gang shall be ban.. hahaha.